hello cali i know you'll never be able to read this but im so sorry for ever saying bad shit about you. you've helped the person i love most more than i ever could. you're such a light hearted fluffball of perfection in his life. why can't you stay forever :( why can't you live forever so he'll be okay again :( please just keep him happy like i never could :( i love you so much you deserve all the little biscuits in the world babey :(