Unsent Messages

what you did was so selfish, u knew how much he meant to me. he's the only person I've ever loved and you know that, you just had to hook up with him leaving me forever in pain and longing for that relationship that I can't go back to because of u. I forgave both of u but god I wish it was different it's so hard to hate you because u both were my best friends and one my first love and I don't wanna resent either of you but fuck you lily ffuucckk you bro. ik it takes two to tango but if u were a true friend u wouldn't have even talked to him let alone do the shit you did. if you just stopped being an attention whore for one moment i could probably be with the boy i love. the fact that I'm still hurting bc of u and yet i forgave you and stopped you from feeling hurt kills me i should be the one doing okay but I'm not.