Jesus I don’t know where to start honestly.. I miss you a lot..you’re the only guy that made me feel happy and I could be myself around you I guess this is a goodbye my love... I just want to call u and express my feelings but I feel like you might push me away again I don’t want to come off crazy when I say certain things but you always told me I was beautiful and the best thing that ever happened to you we even planned our life after I finish high school next school year.? I love you so much but sadly things come to a end and lord knows i’m not going to continue to cry every night I have to move on with my life and get this bag and make my siblings happy..hopefully we can continue to be friends ? until then bye my love ?