not my first love but my best friend sure. id literally bleed myself dry for you, take a bullet to the heart for you, die for you. id do anything to see you happy because you deserve that , you deserve to be happy. whether if its with cash or whoever you're in love with. YOU DESERVE SM HAPPINESS. but you won't let yourself be happy, and for what reason ? idk. but if you ever do come across this know that I love you so much dude and I would literally die for you. like right now I would die for you without a hesitation. you're my better half, you bring out the best in my and I know I bring out the best in you, or so I like to think? but I love you and I am proud of you and how much you've overcome. you are my yellow.