i miss how things used to be. in the beginning, you say your not losing feelings but i've never felt more distant from you, it feels like i have to beg for the bare minimum at the moment. i don't remember the last time you gave me attention or even told me you loved me without me saying it first. you told me you aren't in love with me... that hurt. you told me to leave you alone tonight and to f*ck off because you're in a mood. i don't think you realise how much your words affect me. i'll love you forever. please don't leave me :(