all i ever wanted for you was to be happy. even if it means i’m not there. just knowing the fact that you have people that can put that stupid smile of your face makes me so happy. i still miss the late night facetime calls, and you trying to shush me down so you’re parents wouldn’t hear. i miss the way your eyes would light up when you were talking about something you loved. i miss you making fun of me for being a complete 5-year old. i miss hearing you laugh. i just miss you. but you left. some days i feel like you don’t even remember me or everything we did together. but as along as you’re happy that’s okay. i’m not okay but i’m getting there. i just can’t forget and i don’t think i ever will. i miss you bubbas.