I have this thing where I try to save everybody. I didn't know I was destroying you. I shouldn't have said those things to you and im so sorry from the bottom of my heart. I wish I never lost you and I wish it never came to what it came to and im sorry about the outcome. if I could go back in time I would change everything. im sorry for being hurtful. I was so mf depressed and I swore I would never make someone else feel that way but I did. I love you so much.