Unsent Messages

hey baby, I love you so much. I miss you everyday, and I hope that one day I will see you. You are my word, my everything and I dont know what I would do if you wernt in my life right now. I know im stubborn, slow, no humor, and I am nothing like the girls you like with the nice bodies, features, and voice, but I will always try my best to let you know that I love you everyday. I hope that once day we grow up with eachother. Even though right now you think that you will be single and will never get married, you will always think that way. I hope you had a good day, did you eat? how did you sleep? tell me all about it. I want you to know that you make me smile everyday, and you make me stop overthinking. I will and always will be here for you, even though you know I dont help much. If one day, that day, comes where we dont feel the same anymore, just know that what I said will always be true. I know you can live without me, I know you can do a lot of things without me. I am so proud of you for making it this far, with yourself and with me, you are my happiness and my reason to smile everyday. Thats why when ur sad im sad when ur happy im happy. cause when I see you sad I want to be sad with you so you dont feel alone , and when your happy I feel happy cause I know your feeling good today. If that day comes to when one of us has to break us apart, dont be sad, be happy, I dont want you to be sad. Also dont forget to eat, sleep early, communicate, and do your homework, if you dont get it, ill still be there to help you. I know, I know im overthinking it, but its just what I do, overthink about the good and the bad and what they can both lead to. Im not the best and I know I already said that, but just tell me what I can do to make me better for you. When you read this, I hope you slept well sleepy head, dont forget to eat today, eat not snack okay, ill be up if you just want to text me what your doing or if you just want to text me. I didnt say goodnight yet cause you knocked out again, but its okay, I just want you to stay sleeping. Goodnight sweet dreams I love you baby.