Unsent Messages

idk why i always come back to this site but hi. theres a lot of girls who have had their hearts broken by zachs lmao. kinda wish i could delete the other one i wrote ab u, its very much cringey and everytime i think ab it, i convulse and scream internally. anyways, i genuinely hope you are okay. you know, we had a pretty weird relationship in a very uncertain time. i really thought that i was ready for a that thing ppl call love, that i was mature enough and had the best intentions. my view of love was so fairytale like that it was very unfair. i had to take an honest look at myself and realize im no angel. the things i felt were issues between us were reflections of my own insecurities and had nothing to do with you. it was all me. i dont blame you, you did the best that you could in the circumstances we were presented with. i’ll always have a soft spot in mi cold dead heart for u. just want you to be happy man. thanks for everything and for making me realize that theres still good in the world.
onwards