i’ve written here multiple times and every single time my feelings for you change. i don’t know what u want anymore and it’s just so confusing for me. i’m so tired of feeling unwanted by u. i keep thinking it’s my fault, like i did something wrong but i know that’s not true. i’m doing nothing wrong, it’s ur fault for not treating me how i deserve to be treated. i don’t think i’ll ever let myself give up on u but i need to take a step back and breath for a bit bc it’s so tiring.