i'm sorry for being a bad friend it's just i dont know. i feel annoying to everyone and i feel like everyone just you know hates me including you. i dont want to lose you though because, you've been on my side for so long and i dont want to lose another friend i care about. i just wanted to say, sorry for annoying you or bugging you, i just feel lonely sometimes, sorry if im ever annoying yk? anyway, i hope i dont make you feel boring to talk to, i guess.