Unsent Messages

hey. how are you today? how’s your day been? i’m hoping i’ll get to see you next week for christmas, i’m not too sure how i’ll cope with that one. last time i saw you since we broke up i got a little emotional to say the least. yeah, two weeks later, it still hurts. i thought we were forever. i thought we were going to work. i mean everyone did. i’m still going to fight for you, i’ll never stop. maybe that’s me being stupid. but i guess maybe one day it’ll pay off. maybe it’s the definition of right person, wrong time. you just came along in my life too quickly for us to have our happy ending. or who knows, maybe our happy ending isn’t with each other? maybe we will learn from our relationship and our next may get better for us. all i want is for you to be happy, and if that’s not with me, then i’m still happy for you. i love you, i shouldn’t but i still do. i don’t think i’ll actually stop.