i had the biggest crush on you and it was my fault i got attached but every now and then i look at all the mixed signals you gave me. you didnt have to ghost me but it was probably for the better. it took me a long time to get over you and i have been over you for a long time but every now and then i think about you even though you are an awful and shitty human being. the leonel i liked isnt the one you are now its the old freshman one. i talked about you even though i was over you. i dont get nervous around you or your name anymore and i think thats the biggest relief ever.