i miss you. i know you don’t miss me. running into each other yesterday was what i needed though. because you held the door for me and then realized it was me and both our eyes lit up for half a second. and then we remembered that we’re not each other’s people anymore. and for a split second everything was normal again. we laughed for a second and i remembered how tall you are compared to me. even after we got home and started texting it felt normal again. it felt like i hadn’t lost you. god i wish i didn’t loose you.
