Unsent Messages

I liked you before you liked me. I found an excuse to send you the message first. I never send the first message. You just got into my head. At first I fell in love with the first impression of an inaccessible boy whose personality trait was smoking. I didn't know if I wanted to be in a relationship. I'm not good at words. By what I do I show how I feel. I'm still working on myself. I wanted someone to support me no matter what. You got bored of me. You got even worse in my head. I was thinking of you when a song from The Weeknd came out. I don't feel anything now. I went over it when I realized that I liked an idea created in my head. I'm still thinking of sending you a message to tell you what I didn't have the courage to tell you a few months ago but I remember that I deserve more. It was not meant to be.