Dude sometimes I wish your thoughts of me didn’t change and I wish I didn’t fuck up what we could’ve been because I’ve never felt anything like what I’ve felt for you before. I wish and hope one day you change your mind and we can be more than just friends because I really really want to genuinely be with you. I see a lot in you that I don’t see in other people. You’re genuine, beautiful, thoughtful, smart, funny, you’re so... unexplainably admirable to me. But hey, we have a few more years in school together and more memories to make. I hope we get to be closer and closer. I fucking love you :)