i know you feel unloved and unwanted. like you don’t matter. like the world wouldn’t be affected if you left. but please keep pushing. even though you feel alone, you have friends and family who love you. you only want unconditional love, but you can’t get it if you give up. open yourself up more. let people in. you don’t always have to be strong. it’s okay to want to rely on someone else. you’ll find that someone when the timing is right. it will get better. time will pass. stop surrounding yourself with self hatred and things that make you stressed. take breaks from reality. enjoy.