Unsent Messages

i just want to tell you how happy you made me. you made me the happiest person these last two years have been filled with nothing but memories. all the talks at two in the morning over life, all the inside jokes, all the laughs we had are now the memories i now cherish. i absolutely hate how we ended, i should have told you how i felt from the beginning maybe we could have been something. but i hope you know the impact you had in my life. these last two years have been the best/worst. i thought i found my soulmate but let you slip away from me. i’m sorry. i’m sorry for giving mixed signals, i’m sorry for not communicating with you. i’m sorry. i know you don’t give an absolute shit about me but just know i still and will forever care about you no matter what.
last i hope she makes you happy. i hope she gives you the love i never had a chance to give you. i hope she makes you laugh and never makes you sad. it’s time for me to move on i can’t be living with the illusion that one day just maybe one day we could be something. goodbye.