im sorry for stringing you along like some game. im at a point of confusion in my life that i don’t know how to work out. and i know i shouldn’t be trudging you along with it, but i selfishly don’t have the guts to let you go. i missed you so much last time, it pained me. but im scared. scared to commit to a new thing, something ive never experienced and going outside of my comfort zone. i wish i could tell you in a way without sounding like a selfish twat. im sorry.
