I am so sorry for how I treated you I’ve never been shown real love and I thought fighting was love I was wrong and you’re right it’s all my fault I’m the one who fucked everything up and I am so sorry I have fallen so heavily in love with you and my brain can’t accept that you want to leave I know I constantly fucked up I just needed reassurance I wish I didn’t need so much but I do after everything I’ve been through I don’t want to lose you but I fucked up again and you don’t deserve it I’m sorry I’m so sorry please don’t leave me I don’t want to be alone again without you