Unsent Messages

Annette i feel like i need you in my life , and i can’t do this anymore without you , i need you , as a friends or something else , but i really dont care about that i just want you , i just want that little girl that really want to hear my voice , that little girl that want to play with me fortnite that little girl that invite their sisters to play some games , i need you , i really need you , and i want you in my life , but the last months you show any attention to me and i was like: damn I’m sorry if I’m bothering you , i just wanna talk with my friend but nvm , i just gonna sit here thinking of every friend that i lost and how I’m a bad friend because all my friends keep saying that I’m a good friend but i dont care because at the end they leave me alone , I’m gonna be a better person annette just for you , a better son , a better friend , i lie so many times and i dont like that but I’m gonna change , i know that I’m not gonna talk to you anymore , so yeah i guess this is my last message to you , because im gonna find myself , I’m gonna do everything that i was suppose to , and I’m always here for you honey , I’m not gonna leave as i already told you