Unsent Messages

I've dated so many people before you. But you're the first person I truly started to fall in love with. I wanted a future with you, I would do anything for you. I know things were stressful but I would've fought for us. You told me you would too. But you just gave up, and I don't understand. You just fell out of it, stopped trying. I held you as you cried in my arms and darling I promise you I would hold you a million more times and listen to every vent. You don't need to bottle things up, I'm gonna be here for you. I know you're not okay. I should've known sooner, when you wanted to join the military for sure. I should've known I didn't make you happy anymore when you said that. I knew something was off, your texts were dry, you didn't laugh as much in facetimes. I keep blaming myself, maybe you were too annoyed with my emotions and insecurities. I was gonna get better eventually, I wish you waited. I never got to say it, but I love you. And you'll always have this special place in my heart. Perhaps you were the right person, just wrong time.