so i’m writing to you well not to you but on this because well, you’re we haven’t talked in over two years. i’ve been thinking about you a lot lately and i don’t even understand why. i had a dream about you the other day and i just i wanted to tell you but i mean it’s childish. i think it is . i feel like i can’t talk to you anymore and that just makes me feel a lot of things that i really don’t know how to explain. i wish we could talk like we used to.