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Dear ******** I liked you and It almost killed me and saved my life. You said that you wanted to be just friends. But then you still flirted with me. You knew you had that advantage because I liked you so much and you knew that I would do anything for you. I cried almost every day because you told me you had a crush on another girl. I always thought, why am I not good enough for you? I started starving myself to get thinner I stopped smiling. I was mentally and physically drained over a boy who didn't even want me. I passed out 15 times a day because I was so dehydrated and I wasn't getting nutrients. But one day you told me that you liked me and I thought that It was the best thing in the world. I started eating again because I wanted to live for you and not myself.