Unsent Messages

i can talk about how much i hate you and how i am doing better without you, but deep down, i don't hate you. i am better off without you, but i don't hate you- i can't, believe me, i tried so hard. im glad we met, actually. sometimes i do miss your warmth, the way your hair sat, your smell, your awkward smile that i loved, but its all gone now. and i am becoming ok with it, one step at a time, and i hope you are too. i hope she gives you everything i couldn't and i hope she helps you find yourself and heal. you always had potential, you just don't know it. i wonder how long it'll take for you to notice, but then again, we're still kids. now, we're simply strangers with a past who sit under the same moon and stars, and i am finally accepting it. please, find yourself and happiness. take care of yourself, but leave me out of it for good. i wish you nothing but the best and you know what, i love you kid.