i cant decide what kills me more. not talking to you or being your friend while knowing that we will never be anything more than just friends. it kind of hurts that you have no idea how much I adore you. i dont start liking people, I dont feel things for people. but you, I feel everything for you. even though I know that I will never be the one for you, I hold on to hope. anyways I really wish you the best in life. i want nothing more than for you to be happy. i hope you find someone one day that you can trust. you deserve all the happiness the world can give.