From: ABC
To: calia
Date: December 24, 2020, 1:38 am
i’m sorry that i don’t love you. i wish i could, i really do. you would be so much better for me. but i love her too much. she’s my everything calia, and without her, i’m nothing. i don’t know what to do about it. it’s like there’s a giant hole in me, and when i’m with her, it’s like she’s stitching me up. i’m really sorry. i think i might love you though. a little part of me loves you. but it’s always her. i hate to say it, but if i had to pick between you and her, it would be her. and i don’t know why. she would just hurt me, and leave me in the dust, while you would stay there with me. im so sorry, and i love you, i really do, just not in the way you would like me too. but remember that you mean the world to me. love you lots.
- lucy x
(also sorry this letter is a mess)