Unsent Messages

Although it was not about who is right r wrong. It was all about could you understand me. Even though all this similarities between you and me , the way you feel things the way you poem them.. it's strange that you seeing everything is last thing that happened. It's sad. I'm sad , tho I felt you so close to me.
I was screaming. With all my behaviours and sayings , to try to make you feel good and wanted you to see my effort. But you , no , you see me as your enemy. Even though for example being side by you against your sister , you misunderstood me and thought I was against you. You never read properly while I was listening you with passion and patience. At the sister thing you said sorry. Your sorry is valuable as f. But things like this without sorry , besides saying sorry you said it's me, you need to accept me. This is the point. I was your friend but you ignore me,my hurting heart and saying it's me. I knew you, you taught me that you should be one the one who says a lot of love sentence and shows the value towards person. But you failed on me. By failing on me you failed on you. On yourself. My anger that you saw from the very beginning , is a resistance against you changing to another person. You hurt by someone and said I will play with boys , i got angry because it was not a action that you would do. You were fragile as I knew. Y still. But see , you talk bad behind people all time. And smiling their face. It's so sad. I always being tricked by the book's brief which is at the very behind. When I keep reading it appears different features , different personality.

You made me sad. It's not important what is good,right or whatever. You have never listened me. I felt terrible. Many times. Youve never look into. I needed you to disappear yet I can't forget. It's not about you being so good or such else,you are not a goddess in the end. I couldn't forget many things.