Dear Joshuah, something i wud say something about you is that you are different from the other guys I've had feelings, for your the first guy i've felt emotional pain from. Everyday the words you say give me pain. But not talking to you is more painful. All my friends have told me to cut you off but if i were to do that i know a piece of me will be gone. Sometimes i wish i never have joined that group chat, we could've stayed strangers. Actually when we sat next to each other that one semester i payed a lot of attention to you, i actually tried asking you something but i guess you didn't hear, but anyways, yeah thats all i have at the moment. :)