Unsent Messages

I realized that we were both in the wrong. I settled for less and argued with you for the smallest things but you lied to me and used me. I don't know how someone can act and say hurtful words when they loved that person. Part of me wants to wait to meet you but I know there's no whole point. I compare everything from you to everyone else I meet. How delusional I was at the beginning when I met you...I don't get it bro, what was so hard on putting effort and committing. I still wonder if you deleted our world. As silly as it sounds I hope you didn't erase the file named after me. I hope to watch another stream. I hope to have another long deep conversation. I hope we can be friends at least someday. Maybe not soon but later or in another lifetime. I don't if I miss you or not. I'm confused, perhaps there was a misunderstanding. Thank you... I'm genially thankful for learning from this and I'm happy. I wish you the best even tho we didn't end in good terms I still hope for the best for you. We were too young.