I am so unbelievably sorry for not being able to hold but I lost myself and I could hurt you or drag you down with me as I was already so far gone. I wish we could speak again I miss you every day and I love you with all my heart darling. You deserve the world of happiness I am so sorry I couldn’t give you that :( Thank you for easing the pain for awhile my love I will never be more grateful for that. No matter if we are strangers or not now you still mean the world to me I love you fannybrain x