you put me through a lot without even realizing and i don’t need any apologies. hoco and knotts were great while it lasted but our relationship wasn’t, i’m glad to say that i’ve fallen out of love with you. i just really don’t ever want to see you again. loving you to the moon and back times infinity and beyond drained me. i wish it didn’t have to end like this but it should’ve ended a lot sooner. i’ve unblocked you just to remove that barrier but i really don’t ever want to see your number on my phone ever again. i miss the old you where you wouldn’t get mad at me and wouldn’t always fight with me or question the reassurance i needed. i’m sorry if i ever provoked you in anyway but i know that i shouldn’t have been treated that shitty. i wish you ended it for good in may the week before my birthday. i should’ve never taken you back. thanks for being the biggest lesson i learned this year.