Bittersweet Zack. I wish you told me how you felt so I could tell you the same, but I have never had someone care for me as much as you did so I was overwhelmed and defensive because I didn't want to get hurt by letting my guard down. Right person, wrong time? But I am not the type of girl to speak to guys while they are in a relationship with someone else, so I will forever continue to bite my tongue however bittersweet that may be.