i know it’s dumb but i still miss you. i wish things could’ve worked out differently for us. and i know i should listen to my friends and move on but i can’t. i don’t know why it’s so hard to get over you. everything just felt so much easier when you were here. i know you didn’t mean to hurt me so many times, but i can’t keep letting you do what you’ve always done to me. i’m tired of waiting around for you only for you to get bored of me and ignore me for someone else. just like you always do. i’m tired of living my life for you but i can’t get you out of my head. maybe someday we’ll work something out but for now i just hope you’re okay. i know you’ll be back soon.