i hate you. so much. you would hit me over the stupidestthings and would scream over my grades. when im older im gonna marry a ransom guy who u picked for me, bc if i dont ever pick im never gonna have huan warmth. ir too controlling and scream over ur priorities over being a dad.im not allowed to do necestities and you have control over everything i do to my body and wear.it hurts im never gonna lve someone or be loved. i see more bad things over good things. i just want help and love and support. please. love me. not in the way u do now. but in my way. please.