i really did love you. i still do. but, what you're doing is an asshole move. you can't say you want to be friends and that you don't want to lose me, then proceed to ghost me, and pretend i don't exist. i get why you did what you did. that it was the right thing for you. but that doesn't mean it didn't hurt me. i really saw a future with you. but now im just so fucking tired of wondering about you and missing you, when you're probably already regretting me completely. i'll never truly get closer, you took that from me.