i wish you could’ve heard the way i spoke about you for the past 3 years and now that you are actually here you don’t even want to speak to me and now i can’t even talk about you because my best friend likes you and i love you but i can’t do anything about because you don’t want to talk to me and i can’t hurt her but i am competing with 2 people right now and one of them hold your hand everyday and the other is my bestfriend so i can’t do ANYTHING and it hurts me so much