mohammad. words cant describe how much i love you and how much i care for you, you treated me the best even though we had our toxic times and i dont know whats going to happen to us but whatever happens i pray we find a way back to each other because deep down i know i cant live without you. we cant never leave each other alone and it kills me thinking about you but i have to always tell myself im going to be okay somehow but deep down im not. im glad your never gonna see this, i have so much to say that just wont come out.