I miss it when you used to be happy without the use of dr**s in your life. Things were good back then and I am sad that you have to use those types of things as a coping mechanism. I miss my old friend, while saying this I realize its pretty selfish of me to ask for such a thing, but idc, I just miss you. I wish you had a good childhood and I wish you could be happy. I would take all your pain and suffering away in an instant if it meant you were doing well. I know I am rambling on and on but oh well I miss you...
