I never knew I could hate someone but be so in love with someone at the same time. I hate you. I hate that I kissed you again. I hate that I have feelings for you. I want a fucking apology but I know I'm never going to get one and that KILLS me. Yet I still want you to come back?? Why? What is so special about you? I know you will always have feelings for Paige and I don't even think you ever had as strong of feelings you had for her as you had for me. But how is she better than me? I have given you all the love in the world while she just used you. Something you both have in common I guess lmao. Welp I guess idk what even will come for us in the future. bye aidan