Unsent Messages

i didn’t just fall in love with you. i fell in love with the sound of your voice. i fell in love with the thought of you. i fell in love with your smile. i fell in love with you because you made me find confidence. i fell in love with your smell. i fell in love with you because you helped me through it all. i fell in love with your personality. i fell in love with you because you care. i fell in love with you because you make me feel a way no one else makes me feel. i fell in love with your laugh. i fell in love because you stayed with me. i fell in love with the way you look at me. i fell in love with your eyes. i fell in love with the butterflies you give me. i fell in love with your goofiness and your ability to make me laugh. i fell in love with the sweet boy you really are. i fell in love with our deep conversations. i fell in love with the genuine laughs we had together. i am in love with you. i just want to have an honest, genuine “heart to heart” conversation with you. but i don’t know if you would be willing to. there are so many things i want to say to you but i can’t because i know that if i say we should talk, you would leave me on read. i feel stuck and i hate it because i want to change things and talk but i cant because that will maybe mess up what we have now. also, just tell me the truth. you know what i’m talking abt.