Unsent Messages

you know who you are if you read this. it's me. yes me. just know that even though you were a jerk and don't care about anyone but urself, you are tyler. and idk if you think so, but I think our last major conversation was unnecessary. I hope you know what kind of person it makes you, not being considerate about others. and I know it was you who messed up bc for once in my life I felt like I didn't, and I never felt like that. And yet you made no means of fixing it. Who the heck are you tyler. I mean, you are the definition of narcississt. It's like this, your little sister is getting bullied and you're the only person she is comfortable telling, the only person who knows. Then you proceed to do nothing about it, and walk around like nothing happened. Yes, I know the relationship you have with your sister is completely different. It's the thing in general. It amazes me that I thought you were this amazing guy. SO yes it is my expectations that let me down, but in my opinion, my expectations from you was to be a decent human being, and you couldn't even do that. the world doesn't revolve around you. I don't understand what is so hard about understanding this. And it's not even that, you're a smart guy. You're just so freaking clueless. And you're going to hate me for this, if you ever find it. But I have every right to be mad at you, don't you think? What have you done to fix yourself. Nothing. I did most of the communication, I apologized three times. for what? I did absolutley nothing wrong. I have such a strong dislike for you it's unreal, but I do not hate you, far from that. Why do I care so much about this. Well it's because you weren't a stranger when it all began. I knew you well enough to know how you'd act on a daily basis. There is no way you're actually that selfish. Is there? I mean, at this point, I honestly don't care enough to find out. I cared too much the first time and look where it got us. you just proved to me I need to stay away from you. I know however I can't do that no matter how much I try, because even though you're all this, for some weird reason I realized have feelings for you last week, a rollercoaster of events that I am never experiencing again. btw I knew who it was the first time you asked me, but I figured it wouldn't matter to you. anyway have a great day.