i know you love her and i know you always did.
and
thats okay. i hope that now you are happy. but just know i would drop everything for you.
and thats not healthy and thats not good but i cant help it.
i cant help the fact i still care for you. but every time i see you i feel an emptiness and i think
fuck
why wasnt i good enough?
why am i not good enough?
i just want to feel what its like to get a text from you again. or to hear your voice or see your face. i miss you levi. not even romantically anymore.
i miss you as a friend. you were always my friend. and to me you always will be.