i am going to say 'i liked you' because i am shy to say how i actually feel. you forget to easily. i know you like to keep your taughts to yourself but you hide them so well. even i act so bold, i am terrified of the idea of speaking to you. i still don't know if you were joking or not. and i am truly sorry about my trust issues. but i am trying. my purpose wasn't broking your heart. i am sorry.
