i finally got what i wanted, i think you like me back. but it doesn't feel right, i still have her in my head like why would you pick me over her. what did she do to make you not want her, or did she just not want you, which once again makes me the second choice and i literally told you how much i hate that. plz just come back and then i can see if what i feel for you is real. i really hope it is because this has been going on since july and i don't know how much longer i can take of this before it breaks me. all my love, r xx