im so sorry. its my fault. i left you because i didnt know how we would carry on being friends. i didnt mean to hurt you. i really wanna reply to your messages. im just a bad person. i know you had feelings for me but i cant love you because in the end i will get too scared and break it off. im insecure. to be honest i dont really care but i know that i hurt you. spread rumours. please. i need to be punished for what i did. it was wrong and you derserve so better - thats half of why i left. how can you care about me? i didnt understand. im so messed up. how? why? im sorry.