i really want to get to know you but you always close up.i love you so much but what’s going on between us isn’t going to end well but i just can’t seem to let you go. i get a sick feeling in my stomach everytime i think about it .will you ever care about me as much as i care about you ?i don’t want you to see me and think of sex i want you to see me and think you want to spend the rest of your life with me .i know i can also be a bitch and ruin things and apologising isn’t good enough and i always seem to make you sad over the littlest things but i really don’t want to lose you . so please don’t go