Unsent Messages

i give you everything i have to offer, i put you before me and everyone in every situation but do you do the same? i’m a project to you. something that is an achievement for getting in another ones pants. please just look at me the way i look at you. you act like you do, and sometimes i really believe it’s real, but then you’ll date her. what am i to you? am i something special or am i what i’ve listed above. whatever you’re doing it’s killing me and i don’t know if i’m gonna be here much longer as i’m struggling so much myself. you’ve taught me what it feels like to be loved but also to be neglected. i want you more than you’ll ever know. you told me that there’s ‘something about me’ that you love. as much as i know it’s all lies i refuse to admit that to myself. all i want is you, i don’t want anyone else. please realise what you’ve done to me. please.