Unsent Messages

i fell in love with you. and that’s the problem, i shouldn’t have. i constantly told myself that i was going to get hurt, or worse, hurt you. and i hope i never hurt you. you deserve so much better than what you get and its selfish of me to think we were always going to love each other, or even be friends, because that’s all we were. i mean shit we’ve never even met. but i fell in love with you, and not even your looks even though you are perfect. literally. i fell in love w you, and how you acted.i don’t know, maybe i don’t even know what love is, maybe you don’t love me back or never did. but i do know that you changed me, for good, even though i cant talk to a guy without constantly comparing him to you. i know you don’t feel the same way and you think i’m just another girl, and i’ve come to terms with that, and i’m perfectly fine with it, because you aren’t obligated to feel that way about me. i love you, even thought we have tons of loves in a lifetime, i’ll remember you. When you make it to seattle, i’ll make sure to show you around