i just wanted to say thank you for being the first every boy to treat me how a girl is supposed to be treated. you alway s put me before yourself and i wasnt used to that. you also were the first person ive put my all into. and i was yours. honestly, i still feel guilty for the training trip because thats where i did something i never thought id do. i still have love for you and idk if were gonna make our way back to eachother but i hope youre doing good and that if we do go back to eachother, we'll be on good terms. thank you so much for everything and im sorry